I wonder who else still will check back this site. Well, I will. Whenever I feel like going back to the past.

I don’t know why I’m blogging back here again. Maybe because I don’t really want people to read what I blogged? I just need a place to vent you see.
I don’t know what’s happening to me now. I don’t want to get involved in any games anymore. It’s too tiring. Too many emotions as days passed. Nope, I’m not playing any games as well. I like how things are happening now. But I’m afraid that I’m sending out the wrong signals to the wrong person sometimes. Am I too selfish?

I’m neither giving up nor holding on. Contradicting yeah? Idk if this makes sense.. Aiya I’m contented with the situation now really. At least way better than I thought it would be. I’m not expecting anything anymore. Not because I gave up, but I know it’s meaningless. How things gonna turn out is not gonna depends on me anymore. Sigh I don’t want the same old history to repeat. I won’t be able to take it again.

Read more @ smileofsmiles.livejournal.com!

Hopefully dont need anymore protected posts! Haha.

Since I guess most know of my new livejournal I shall just reveal it. Actually it had been revealed the previous post, right at the bottom. You just have to highlight it lol. Yeap there you go, the title says it!

I actually hope for something miracle to happen today. I actually have the urge to solve all those misleading things which happened. But I didn’t. Cos I know things wont work out that way. I got a feeling that the result will be disappointing. So I decided not to face the truth? I’m actually waiting for that day you know. Let’s clear our debts, and maybe I can clear up everything as well.

It sucks hiding things from people. I know “paper cannot hold fire”, which means like people can actually have a little hint on what’s happening right. But different people tend to read things differently, like different mindset? So it’s like I can’t assume things as well?

Okay you can stop coming back here for any updates, cos updates will all be at lj. But maybe sometime I’ll update over here if I want some stuff to be protected. Cos lj doesn’t have guess the pw thingy, then it’s like I might just want someone to read it, like not even for friends.

TOODLES.

Really, the title says it. But life’s like that, anyway you’ll always want what you can’t get. So maybe it’s a good thing afterall for not knowing what I want, since I can’t get it at the end of the day. Then maybe miracles might happen hehe.

Zomg I really hate it whenever my house phone rings. Esp when I’m sleeping -.- But whatever it is, I dont pick up the house phone anyway. Cos nobody looks for me via house phone la! Like pick up alr, then gonna tell the person my mother or brother is not in. I mean it’s like might as well don’t pick up since they still have to call back again later right! Urghhhh, anyway why those people so stupid to call the house, when they obviously know that nobody will be at home early in the morning; cos normally there will only be people at home after 3pm.

Whatever. Life’s full of changes right. I change too, and this will be my last post on this blog! Because I have a nicer blog than paintherlove@wp. People keep complaining that my blog post always emotional, I won’t at my new blog anymore! Heheheh cos it’s gonna be smileyyyyy.

Ahhh but livejournal doesnt allow me to import all my old entries over, and I’m so sad about it! So paintherlove shall not be deleted, and if I’m not used to livejournal, I shall switch it back here. So long!
P.s Since you all like to guess password so much right, so now you all shall guess the link to my livejournal hehe!

http://smileofsmiles.livejournal.com

Maybe it’s a good thing that training was cancelled today? Hahaha stupid oh well.
Anw I lost my BB magic pouch, I think I left it at *** mrt station :/

I would probably be thinking where I misplaced it the whole day, but I didnt somehow. Cos my mind wasnt about the pouch lol. Maybe that’s something to be happy of.

 Today is a happy day, at least I’m not bothered about stuff which is stressing me out recently. And I’m happy heheh, ah well lol.
I bought my CN Blue magazine from Kinokuniya heheh, I’m a happy girl! :D
Was basically walking round Orchard, quite aimlessly at first though, direction idiots? Lol.
Oh oh oh my hand got orh chehs alr, wonder why huh!! Ahem ahem tsk lol!

I’m gonna burn my fats, and it’ll become abs! You just wait and see!
Soon okay sooooooon :b

Maybe the best thing really is not to anticipate much,
a simple day will do.